I met a 500 year old tree the other day. It was the largest Ponderosa Pine in the world. He was huge. And when he spoke, I just about crapped my pants.  He said, “The more you fear something, the more likely you are to focus on it, which increases the probability of it happening.” I asked, “Murphy’s Law? Or a self-fulfilling prophecy?”  But the tree was already back asleep. A few days later, I met a mountain.  He told me, “Fear distorts perception, making us focus on negative

It scared the shit out of me to realize  I can still  fall  even more  in love  with  her. And  it scared the shit out of me to have to learn  how to  love  her  less. And it broke me  to learn how  to let  her  go. And it harden my soul to have to  do life  alone after tasting how sweet and dark her heart is. And I died a little death when I pushed her  away so I could maintain some boundaries and self-respect. I pushed her away so she could avoid the pain. I fed her lies be

Tell me stories from when you were a kid. And tell me how’d you live if you didn’t have to pay rent. Tell me about the injustices you see. And tell me where you turn to for creativity. Tell me what it was that hurt you so deeply. And tell me who you’d like to be. Show me your vices, don’t ever hide them. Show me cracks in your soul. And how you’ve grown. Tell me what you think about reality. And tell me what you think your dreams mean. Tell me you hate me. And tell me you lov

You don't want to choose me But you don't want to lose me So you feed me some breadcrumbs  And I eat them up until I become numb You pushed me away But we both know deep down  you wanted me to stay I couldn't fight for us  after you broke our trust  I swear some day  our love will decay and rust It'll rot away some day I swear  that might be true I'm trying to believe  it'll all fade away  some day . . . You don't want to choose me But you don't want to lose me All while  som