I need a day without hearing from you  Just 24 hours will do That's where I'll start One day without seeing your name on my phone One day without hearing your laugh or seeing your smile One day away That's what I need I bet if we can make it a day Without saying, ‘hey’ We can make it two days And if we can make it two days without saying, ‘I love you’ I bet we can make it to three  And who knows,  Maybe after day three, You won't love me . . . And then, If by some miracle  We make it four...

“You can manifest ANYTHING ,” she kept saying to me.  I wanted to believe her.  I really do want to have faith.  I’m pretty sure I even want to believe in God. When people tell me to, “trust the universe,” I always assume they’re talking               about God,               but can’t admit it to themselves.  I want to believe that everything happens for a reason.  And I want to believe that every person is a lesson.            I want to be grateful for the pain.  And I want to...

I walked in the grocery store and immediately remembered the time she and I were here. She hates grocery shopping, and I don't mind it. One of the things I've always wanted in life was someone to grocery shop with. Silly, I know. She told me to make a list. I told her I could memorize it. (I couldn't.) The first time I felt her pull away  was on our way  to the grocery store, and I'll never forget her standing in the aisle, frozen like a statue, with her eyes glued to the floor, as we waited...