If Love Is All I Feel

If love is all I feel

Than let it be my muse until it fades

If I am consumed by my relationship

Than let it devour me entirely

I never did have an identity

So chew me up and spit me out 

Love me well

Love me right

     Take me to hell with you

Love me wrong

      And let’s see what’s left afterwards

Drown who I used to be 

     Spit on his grave

  I am sure there will be times when I’ll misbehave

        If love is all I see—

If love is all I can feel—

     If love has consumed me—

Than let me burn

    And take my ashes

And write my story with them

  I doubt 

Very many writers

    Get blessed with sex

Like I do

     She wants to fuck me

And that makes her and I lucky

     She wants to live with me 

And have a baby or two

      A family

A home

    A new life

Let the old one die

     And let my new life rise.

I think I’d love that. 

CH 8/6/26