Surrender

The weight is gone. 

The pressure has 

faded away. 

The soul tie 

has been severed. 

I am free. 

I am almost 

happy. 

My energy has 

come back to me. 

My attention is back on what fulfills me. 

I am finally 

free. 

I spent a full year locked up. 

I spent a full year in my head. 

I reckon I am dead. 

It sure feels like I died. 

Everything I thought I was—everything I wanted to become—it’s gone. 

Everything I thought I knew 

about life

isn’t true. 

Everything I ever saw 

was just a point of view. 

Everything I’ve ever done in the past

feels numb in the present. 

All the hope that I used to have 

turned into 

poison. 

I surrendered 

to the natural flow 

of life. 

I am here. 

I still have so much more life to live. 

I have so much more to learn. 

But I am letting go 

and surrendering to the flow. 

I have let go . . .

And now, 

the weight is gone; 

the pressure has faded away; 

the soul tie has been severed. 

I am free. 

I am almost . . . 

happy.

CH 2/23/26