The Man Before The Reckoning

He was a pretty good kid

but she took his gentleness for granted,

before she killed him with poison.

Now, a year later, she has the audacity 

to hunger for the version of him

who existed before her reckoning.

She never could see the damage she did.

. . .

You broke me like a child's toy when I was just a sweet naive boy,

and then you decided I was too broken to stay with. What a spoiled kid. 

But you were broken when I fell in love with you,

and I stayed through everything. I stayed true to you. I always do.

You promised healing but you avoided it.

I should’ve left back then

and never looked back.

You keep the door cracked for your past to come back

And I hate that.

This is one pattern I won't let us repeat.

I won't ever let you use me to cheat.

Suck my balls, Babe.

CH 11/10/26