No matter how I distract myself
No matter how many drinks I have
No matter how many times I workout
No matter how many faces I punch and legs I kick
No matter how many lectures I listen too
No matter how many women I date
No matter how much weed I smoke
No matter how many poems I write
No matter how many dogs I adopt
No matter how many mushrooms I eat
No matter how many job’s I have
No matter how many shitty T.V shows I watch
No matter how many jogs I go on
No matter how many podcast I listen too
No matter how many pointless conversations I start
No matter how much philosophy I devour
No matter how many seconds,
hours,
days,
months,
and years pass by,
it always comes back to her,
the one I want to forget.
but,
I can’t forget.
It’s always a steady stream of reminders of her.
None of it matters,
only she matters.
You’ve cursed me you damn witch.
-C.H.
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