Yellow

Yellow 

   She called me yellow

Afraid

   A coward

A lazy bum

   A washed up loser

A stoner

   A loner

A yellow boy

   Never a man 

Just a domesticated child

   Nothing new

Nothing wild

   Just a carbon footprint

A waste of space

   A little yellow kid

Who never learned how to live 

   She called me a fool for believing that I could

And she spat when she found out that 

  I don’t play the money game

   An escapist

A narcissist

   A shy guy with sad eyes

Spinning a web of lies

   A manipulative sonofabitch

Who still believes in magic

   Fragile and sick

An asshole

   A true prick

She called me all of this

   She said that there is a yellow man inside of my soul

And he smells like piss

   And that I was someone she could never be with

She said that I was pathetic

Yellow . . .

   She called me yellow.

   CH 1/8/25