probably isn’t the best time to write.
just the regular amount of drunk,
but i’ll proceed anyway.
I modeled today;
pretended to be happy for many pictures.
It was a shoot for an alcohol company.
I was drunk before I showed up,
and I am definitely drunk now.
I am supposed to meet a lady in an hour.
I was thinking about sobering up,
but i got another drink instead.
I showed up to the shoot,
drank as they took pictures of me,
pretending to be happy-
pretending to enjoy
whatever product it was,
I was attempting to promote.
So what did I think about modeling?
there are definitely better ways to get drunk-
but free booze and $200,
is probably worth the hangover
I will have in the morning.
But pretending to be happy….
that gets harder every day.