The One I Did See

I can’t see the future 

I can’t imagine one

The one that I did see

Died inside of me

And nothing is replacing it

Love, I went chasing it

And now I am broke, alone, unemployed and homeless

Hopeless

I’m bloody hopeless

I wish I would’ve framed the way she looked at me when she loved me

When she was my twin flame

My soul mate . . .

I thought so, at least

But now it all feels like a mistake

Now it’s too late

To save this

We went to far

We said too much

We hurt too deeply

There is no coming back from this

This is it

The big one

The big hurt

This is when we see what stardust is really worth

This is when we rebirth

And re-emerge

Into someone new 

Someone who won’t feel like a waste of space

I suppose that’s what I should do

. . . I wish I would write you a message that told you that I loved you

But I’ve down that 100 times

And I know it won’t change your mind this time. 

CH 12/6/25