I ordered a ‘Chaos Star’ necklace
And all of a sudden
I am obsessed with chaos
What a fraud
What a fake
What an
Imposter
I know it
But still
I imagine
What it’ll be like
To wear the symbol of chaos
Around my neck
Which supposedly stands for
‘Using novelty & concepts that are helpful to you at that moment even though they are refuting your true beliefs.’
What the fuck is this??
A copy and paste
From the internet
And now
My writing
Looks like this???!
Ironically
The chaos seeps through
Even in this
And instead of resisting it
I embrace it
And go with it
My new philosophy
As of
One day ago
Buy one necklace
That hasn’t even been delivered yet
And all of sudden
You think you can dance with chaos
It’s laughable
It’s sad
It’s delusional
It’s chaos
It’s seeing it
And feeling it
And then
Knowing
That everything out there
Also exist
In here
We are
Illogical
Irritational
Chaotic beings
As well as
Rational
Orderly beings
But for now
I am going to embrace
And maybe
Embody
Chaos
Once I have my necklace though
Then I’ll really fly.
-C.H,
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