Bay Lee Joe
Didn’t have a home
She spent her nights all alone
Staring at her phone
Waiting to hear from him
Hoping with everything within
That he would respond to her text
But
She hasn’t heard from him since they had sex
Four days ago . . .
He fell asleep afterwards
And stayed the night in her bed
While she had thoughts of love swirling around her head
He snored
So here she sits, being ignored
With rocks in her stomach
And a sinking chest
She hopes for the best . . .
He wouldn’t call her mom for her
He wouldn’t drive through the night
He wouldn’t fight for her
But still
She wants him
She feels pulled
She longs for something new and exciting
The feeling hit her like lightning
And under the wrong lighting
He looks like a keeper
Behind the eyes
Lingered something deeper
A stimulation of the mind
A swift passing of time
She was smitten
And he was happy he was hitting
And . . . I sit across from her
All alone
While she tries not to stare at her phone
I look into her eyes
And don’t see a single lie
She’s told me everything
And holy fuck does the truth sting
I try to feel like enough
I try to trust
But her eyes are so brown
And her smile is so sweet
I know my dirty old soul doesn’t deserve her either
But maybe if I stick around
She might come around
To the idea of being with me
But, golly,
Caring about someone who cares about someone else sure feels silly . . .
All while
Marrie
Sits across from me
And she looks at me
Like I look at Bay Lee
And I look at Bay Lee
Like she looks at her phone when she gets a message from him . . .
Me and Marrie
We had sex five days ago . . .
Four souls
Without a home
All alone
All in the same boat
A sinking ship
All suffering
Not even coming close to a healthy relationship . . .
There are no happy endings to this . . .
There is no hope
There is just a pull towards the people that will eat us up out of loneliness and lust . . .
She wants the plot
And I just want her
She wants me
And I just want Bay Lee
She wants him
And he just wants to go to the gym
He wants a perfect lady
But eventually calls them all crazy
So
Fuck you Brandon.
You got a gem
A 10/10
So text her back
You stupid little prick
CH 11/15/24
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