Not Ready

I drink some whiskey 

As I wait

To meet a lady 

She's young 

And sexy

And I'm not really ready 

I just told my ex yesterday 

That I’d stay steady

And wait for her 

But this lady is really sexy 

Like,

Really really sexy

And she hit me up

Telling me she's going out

And we should link up

I told her I'll buy her a drink,

Which is about all I can afford right now

I really hope she isn't smart

Or into art

Or into books

Or music 

I really don't want to love again

I'd rather not fall for anyone else

But . . .

My ex dumped me

For her ex

So

Fuck it

I guess

I'll meet this new sexy lady

And maybe have sex.

CH 2/10/26