Missed

Did we miss our moment?

Did we blow it?

Did we take what we had for granted when he had it?

Can we ever get the past back?

Or,

is our moment gone forever?

Did we miss our chance?

Did it fade away?

Maybe this kind of love can never last?

Maybe it burns too bright to be sustained?

I’m terrified that we missed our moment . . . 

We didn’t miss our moment, we had it. And we let it go . . .

Why’d we let it go, again?

. . . I see. Was it worth it?

Is he worth it?

Do we have a future?

Did we miss our moment?

Did we blow it?

Will we ever be in the same city again?

Did you wake up next to him?

Did he bring you coffee?

We missed our moment. 

We did, didn’t we?

It’s gone. 

It passed us by. 

We blew it.

We had it,

and we let it go. 

We must be terrible people to let a love like this die. 

We will probably regret this for the rest of our lives.

We missed our moment,

didn't we?

-CH 4/11/26