Hollow

I fucking hate you

You broke me

    I trusted you

And you broke my trust

   Your responsibility was to me

Not to him

    Your commitment was to me

Not to him

    You were supposed to fight for us

Not for him

    You promised me over and over again

That you were done with him

    You fucking liar

You fucking witch

     You are not a good person

No, you are a terrible person

You are a god damn mess

     And then you tried to pull me back in

After killing me

    You fucking fool

You tool

    You cannot use me

You don’t get to treat me like that

    You don’t get me back

I am not a safe space for you anymore

    I will not chase you anymore

You killed the child inside of me

    Now I am hollow

Now I am shallow

    Now I can’t stand your face

Or your smile

   Or your eyes

Or your laugh

    They’ve all been tainted with your lies

So, fuck you

   Don’t contact me again

Let me live

    Let me go

Let me out

      You love bombed me

You made me feel special

    You built me up

Just to tear me down

   Fuck you

I hate you for what you did

    I am beyond pissed

I can’t forgive this

   I won’t forget it.

CH 2/10/26