I thought I had found peace
     When really I was depressed
And when I thought I found love
    It turned out to be nothing but lust
I thought my life was chaoticÂ
    But that was when I was the happiest
And when I thought I had lost
    I got lost in thoughtÂ
I thought I was awake
     When I was only dreamingÂ
And what I thought was all in the mindÂ
   Turned out to be real
And what I assumed was intuitionÂ
    Was just everything a human can feel
What I saw as a path
   Faded awayÂ
    And all of the ways I could go
    Opened up for meÂ
What I thought was just a momentÂ
    Was all of infinityÂ
And what I thought was foreverÂ
    Was just a place to beÂ
CH 4/27/24